Saturday, September 30, 2006 23:37
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another day had passed. i shall say today was a BORING and SAD day. went to Ubi in the afternoon. after that, went to mum's office to fetch her back from work. headed to car road show at Kaki Bukit. the car was cute. small capacity car. the name of the car was QQ. weird ya. hehe. went to supermarket to bought vegetables home because mum will be going for operation on Monday =( i must help to do the house chores when she is in the hospital. i may have to cook simple meals for dinner for dad, sis and myself. POOR me. sigh. when to Eastpoint in the evening with parents and sister. walked around with sister but there's so little to shop. went back to the cafe beside Pets Safari as dad was there chatting with his friends. so we just sat there and did nothing. as we're about to leave at 11, we saw a patient from CGH. he must have escapeed from the hosp. OMG, he was carrying his urine bag with him.[i was told by my mum n parent's frd]. -_- so scary eh. the patient was roaming about. when we reached our house carpark, there was police car. i was asking my mum. were the police looking for the patient? mum replied me, i think so. LOL. den i asked mum, why not u ask the police? she said don't want la.. if the police were to ask my mum, she will then tell the police that she had saw the patient. haha.
i do not know why i'm feeling so down today. seriously i got no idea what's wrong with me. =( maybe it was because i didn't get to meet dear and he was like mistook me and was angry with me?[ this is what i felt] i really got no one to express my feelings to. i can only express it to my diary or perhaps in here. i really felt the pain in me, but who will ever believe? the pain can't be described but it can only be felt by the person. sigh~ sometimes i really feel unwanted. im' always the one who rings you up. it was so unfair. you only ring me up when you have reached home or when you are about to go out. do you know how much i care for you? i'm worried for you every seconds. although i did meet dear almost everyday, that doesn't mean it's sufficient. LOVE was NEVER too much. the time we spent chatting on phone was also getting lesser. i really feel so upset. but i just don't want to ask too much from you. i rather i sacrifice to make you happy rather than to force you to do things which you don't like. i don't mind giving in to you because i really LOVE you. i'm too dependent on you. i can't live without you even for a day. i will adapt to your likes and dislikes. i will try my best to change myself to suit you. CHEER UP PRIS =))
