Wednesday, October 04, 2006 01:01
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i didn't have a good sleep last night. i didn't have peace sleeping. the room's light was on and sister was watching vcd. the worst part was she kept switching off and on the air-con. i just felt so hot la. !@#$%^ imagined ppl, i turned off my laptop around 2+ and i lay on my bed. i can't get myself to sleep. even if i can, i slept and woke up around every 15 minutes. WTH! i then have a good sleep around 6+ because i have peace already. light was off and the room was FINALLY silent. slept till 12+, woke up, took a shower and headed to the hospital to visit my mum. stayed there till around 3+, went to the wake. around 6+, headed to the hospital to visit mum again. after visiting mum, back to the wake again. folded the joss paper again. this time, i have learn how to make it into a lotus =) hosptial and funeral, that's my life for this few days. later in the evening, there will be prayers going on. i'm dead beat. jogging as usual later with Pauline. i need some break as well as exercise.
dear, i know i have not been meeting you this few days. i do miss you too and i really hope thatt you can understand the situation i'm going through now. i'll try to meet you after the wake is over ok? i LOVE you my BOY
