Saturday, November 18, 2006 00:45
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I won't forget what happened just now. Sitution will not be elaborate, it was meant to be kept personal. It was really a disaster. I never know such thing will happened in such a small conversation between us. I really can't let it go. The situation is still lingering on my mind. I need a BRAIN WASH! Why will such things happened? I never know you will do such nasty things to me. It really freaked me out and it totally hurt me. I never know you are so violent towards me. NO ONE ever did that to me and you're the FIRST ONE. It totally made me so afraid of you now. The cut is deep down in my heart. By saying sorry now won't heal the pain in me. Even though the cut will heal someday, there will still be a scar there. I really feel so depressed now. Sigh~ This day will always be remembered in me. I really do not know what to say anymore. I'm old enough to take care of myself now. A big thank you to you for caring for me all these while. ='(
