Thursday, November 02, 2006 23:33
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I'm
TOTALLY stressed up when I get to see things related to do with JAVA. I do not know what causes it but I really do feel like giving up when I just can't get things done. I almost broke into tears during HOOP[ java related topic] lab session. I really can't take it anymore. I tends to think a bit too far. Sigh~ I always get moody upon seeing Java. I do not know why I'm like that also. Why can't I get things right? I'm really too
STUPID! The more I think about it, the more moody I get. I just feel like giving up on my studies. There's so much assignment to be done. I'm thinking whether I am able to cope with everything and get things done before the dateline. I just pray hard that I can do it. I should have some self confidence which I'm lacking of. Alright, enough of being a emotional girl. I went to dear's house after school ends. Slacked for awhile and we went to Downtown East Sakura to have our dinner to celebrate dear's friend birthday. Actually I don't plan to go, but dear insisited. In the end, went there :) I was so full. After dinner, went to the arcade and went cab home. Dear drop me off first and he went to Bedok to collect something. I'm so happy that I got to see him today. I kind of MISS him so so so much =)
