Friday, December 01, 2006 23:10
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I need someone to be by my side now =( Why must such thing happenened? I don't think I'm in the wrong this time. WHY WHY WHY? Did you put yourself in my shoes? I'm a girl not a guy. YA! I agree I'm unreasonable so what? I didn't meant to flare up this matter. BUT, ... I can't control anymore. I need you to understand me more. I just wanted to speak up and talked things out but I just fall into depression with tears rolling down. Do you think I said those sad things on purpose? Sighs~ Nowadays, both us us don't really have much time to spend together and such things happenened just like that. WHY? I don't want to lose you just like that. I CAN'T let things GO EASILY. If I can, I won't be crying like an insane person now. All I know is CRY! I LOVE to cry ='( I'm suffocating. I need a place to scream out loud. I need to throw my tantrum somewhere else and not on you. You mean a lot to me. Is there any kind soul who is willing to keep me accompany to the beach? I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH! Can someone just bring me there? I just hope things will turn out fine. I can't bear to lose you. You owe me an explaination. Maybe you have already explained to me but I'm just being stubborn and pessimistic =( Save me out! Hoping for a sunshine after the rain.
