TODAY is the day. I only got to see dear once and that was when I met up with him and we went to school together. After that, I didn't managed to see him at all. Time-table crashed with his timing. ARGH! He left for KL in the evening and at the moment I'm having my lesson! SHIT it~ When he called and messaged to inform me that he is leaving, I controlled my tears as I don't want to cry in school during lesson time. Stayed back in school to study java and bits of Cmaths. But I still don't understand the graphs. I'm sucks at everything! Dad came to fetch me home around 2030, went to buy chocolate waffle back for dinner. Whenever I thought of my boy, I can't control my tears. I'm so happy for just a second when I received dear's message :) As I read through the message, I teared again. Argh! I can't stop crying. WTH~ I must make full use of every message because 1 message cost dear 80 cents and today is the 1st day only. I want TIME TO PASS FASTER! I can't live without him! Dear messaged me a total of 3 messages and we stopped. I want him to save up for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I'll be watching over him. Hope he did take good care of himself.

I MISS YOU BADLY =(