Tuesday, April 24, 2007 23:54
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I'm feeling dejected right now. There is a reason behind it. The thought of it just make me want to cry. Boy will be going overseas on Thursday & will only be back on Sunday. How am I going to live without his laughter, care, messages & the list goes on. I know soon it will be over but I really can't take it. I'm a soft-hearted girl who cries easily if you know me well. Sigh~ I really do not know why am I wasn't the first one you inform me about everything. You always let me know things at the very last minute & I really despise it as it will just hurt me even more. I know you know I will get hurt when you want to tell me anything that is not right. The later you let me know, it strikes me leaving me with a greater impact. I don't want to think about it till Thursday because I'm sure to cry over it. My eyes are already swollen now because of the crying just now. I got my another CDS already and it was psychology. I'm neither happy or sad when I got into psychology. Since it was 1 of my choice, I shall not complain. School starts at 0800 later. Going to bed now. I'm so tired in school for the past 2 days mainly because I still have not switched back my body timing. Good night.
