Thursday, October 11, 2007 00:29
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At the beginning of the day, I'm a happy girl. Finally I get to meet up my girlfriends for shopping. I'm glad that I did not spent a lot today. Just bought a bag and shirt. I love my bag a lot :) But a call from someone just spoilt my day. I almost teared when I talked to my dearest girlfriend what happened. She kept comforting me not to think too much. But I guessed I can't control this anymore. I really felt so piss off with such problems. What is wrong with going out everyday? I did not ask extra cash apart from my allowance from you when I go out. I used my allowance. Argh! I don't want to go into further details anymore. Pauline, thanks for comforting and being there for me today. Boy, thanks for hearing me rants. I really need you NOW. Right at this moment :(
I really can't take it anymore. The more I think about it, the more I feel like crying. I hate it! I hope I can be with boy 24 hours a day. So that I do not have to face them at all. It's getting too much! :'(
