Tuesday, February 05, 2008 02:11
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CNY is coming but I still don't feel the excitement yet. This CNY will be a quiet one. That's all I can say. There are so many things happening
(I will not elaborate). I really don't want all this to happen. I want a brand new year. I hope and pray that my family will get better. Sometimes I cannot deny that I feel sad when I see
them having a hard time. It really hurts. My heart felt so tight keeping all those things to myself. I poured everything out to boy when he returned from KL on Sunday night. While I'm talking to him, my tears just rolled down my cheeks. Sigh~ Only boy knew what had happened and I hope he will keep it to himself.
I have came to realized that there are not many friends I can really trust except for a few
(you know we you are). No matter how well they treat you, but behind your back, they will put you down no matter what. So what if you treat them good? It is just a waste of time! It makes me sick thinking back of all this stuffs.
Having dinner with my maternal side later. It has been such a long time since I have get together with my 2 precious cousins. I miss them so much. I try to post some pictures up the next update. No promise ;P Reunion dinner with paternal side on Wed over at M'sia.
Till here then. Will be back for more updates.
Last but not least,
Happy 2 years 11 Months BABY :D
Athough there some mishaps at times
But still we managed to forgive & forget each other mistakes.
I know you're tired after your daily training,
But you still try your best to accompany me.
(I'm sorry for asking too much from you)You've done a lot for me,
I really appreciate you.
Deep down inside my heart,
You're still the one I
<3You're the one who keeps me going
You're the one who makes me (:
Thanks for everthing you have given me.