Tuesday, February 12, 2008 22:12
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This CNY was a boring one. Took very few pictures during CNY.
Day 1: Went over to paternal's side first. Then over to boy's grandma house and back to my maternal's side for dinner.
Day 2: Went to my mum's cousin place which was 1 block away from my home.
Day 3: Cousin's house for lunch and dinner followed by BlackJack. This year I lost :( How sad.
Day 4: Went to Hong Bao River with boy.
School was a dread yesterday although I only got to attend for 1 lesson. ECSA report due today. There are 2 more projects to be done before holidays arrives the week after next. EXAMS FREE for this semester :) But I don't think my grades will be good because I think all my projects were only fairly done. I just hope for a pass because all my grades will be based on all my projects.
There is internal affairs going on. I'm speechless. We used to click along so well. We used to be so close. But this semester, everything started to fall apart. I do not want to force much into this friendship. Just let nature take its course. Stop wearing a mask in front of me. I dislike it. Any unhappiness, just voice it out straight on my face.
Even the person I trust and LOVE the most
CHANGES. Everything changes. What's happening? I
ALWAYS try all means to meet you no matter how late I leave school. I know you got to go for training everyday and you said you're tired. But when you're tired, you leave house for something else instead of me.
Maybe you think what you did was enough. But I expected more from you. I try to do whatever I can to make you happy. But what about you? I just want you to meet me but ............. Argh. Say no more. All I can say is I have put in all my effort to play my part as your GF. You're making me unhappy.
Nothing remains. Everything changes.
