Thursday, February 19, 2009 20:20
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Sorry for the lack of updates. I have been busy with projects for the past few weeks. Soon it's going to be over & I can enjoy till I get into one of the uni. I hope I can get a part time job for the time being.
V'day was quite enjoyable. V'day is not what I'm looking forward to anymore.
There's so much thoughts in me now. I really do not know what I want in life. I'm glad I have you. But at times you really make me dislike you. The way you treat me is not what I wanted. You was once so caring, loving, sweet & etc. But you've changed for now. You're no longer the same. No one will know how I feel including you. You never know how deep you have hurt me. Really! I agree that when a r/s grows older, the way your partner treats you is no longer the same too. Everything is changing. It's rare that a r/s never dies. I'm tired of everything. What I can do is to take the pain on my own. I thought I can share my pain & burden with you. But I'm totally wrong. Sigh. I don't want to continue anymore. It hurts me deeper if I'm going to continue. Just let my thoughts run wild.
Thanks to Pauline, Joanna & Janice for consoling me all the time. <3
*I want to go for tanning. Anyone? :DI miss tanning. It has been so long since I go for tanning.
