Monday, June 15, 2009 02:22
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Ever since boy returned from Thailand, I have been spending my everyday with him. He need to book in today ): But never mind, he still have quite a number of days of leave to clear which means I can spend ample time with him. Life is so bored without boy around. At least with him around, I tend not to think so much.
At times when I have got nothing to busy with, I always starts to stare into the air and think of my dad. 3 weeks have passed, I still can't catch hold of reality. I still think of daddy every now and then and tears will roll down. Sigh~ Daddy, you really really left us so sudden. Daddy, you have yet to come to my dreams and talk to me. I really miss you so much )': Whenever I looked through the photos we took in USA and also my graduation photos, I just can't hold back my tears. You told me you wanted to attend my graduation so badly but you can't because you are still in South Africa. You also told me to take more photos on my graduation with mummy & sister so that you can imposed a picture of yourself inside. You also told me you will rushed back to Singapore on the 25 May 2009 just to celebrate my 21st with me. But things was turned the other way round. Daddy, don't worry, I'm not putting the blame on you. All I want now is that you RIP. Daddy, I know you are watching us from above & give us your blessings.
Daddy, I love and miss you lots.