Saturday, August 15, 2009 20:32
♥ Reflections
School was still the same. August is a month whereby 5 of my family members will be celebrating their birthday:) Monday's dinner at Shenton House was filling & awesome. Dinner while having to sing k. Enjoy the the time with my family members. But this time round was without my dad around:( Daddy i still miss you badly.
I still don't understand why you still can't come to sense after losing someone which was so close to you & me. Most of us thought that you will change after this had happened. But NO, everyone was wrong including myself. All of us were so disappointed with you. You are changing from bad to worse in fact. You throw temper at them whenever you can't find your stuffs. When they talked to you nicely, you just ignore or even talk back with a bad attitude. You shouldn't be so spendthrift anymore. Once in awhile is alright. Anyway whatever they do is for your own good but you just find them a burden. I'm alright if you want to lie to me because I believed that daddy is looking after every little step his family is taking from high up above. Daddy will be very disappointed & heartache to see you like this. I don't know when you will think & reflect on yourself. I really regard you as my
sister although I threw my temper at you at times. If I don't regard you as my
sister, I won't be caring for you at all already. It really makes me feel so sad to see you like this.
I'm not typing in this space to pin you down but is because I CARE for
you. If you want to scold, hate, don't talk to me, I'm alright with it. I just hope that you will change.(:
