Tuesday, March 30, 2010 20:51
♥ hidden & disheartened truth
I need a space to express myself so badly! I'm going to explode sooner or later. I can't take it anymore )': I have enough of all this shit from the
both of you. I'm very sensitive to words. So what if both of you are my .....
Both of you don't even show respect to us & why should I respect you? If
both of you want to say something bad about
her just say it right in front of
our faces. Don't be a backstabber. I think
both of you are still having the olden days mindset which is so
WRONG.
She is your own .... I think
both of you are far too bias until it is so obvious. I have been tolerating this for very long. Not a few months but it's YEARS.
She knew it but she just kept quite all along.
HELLO! What's wrong with bringing the fruits back to eat after we have used it to pray dad. I don't see anything wrong with it.
Both of you think that it will bring the bad luck to the family?
Both of you can jolly well don't eat. Did I say it's a MUST that
both of you must eat? COME ON! Please WAKE UP
YOUR MIND!
He is also your .... in the past & now even
he's no longer around. I don't wish to say all this but I really can't take it any longer.
Both of you think that
we are rich after dad passed away.
Both of you think
we want to stay here? It's because of the failed business and to end up in such state. Don't welcome
us to stay here in the first place if i don't even have the intention to.
We didn't even look down on
both of you. Those are just
your imaginations! Get the facts RIGHT! I feel and wanted to tell
both of you off but I still controlled myself and respect
both of you. Don't make me tell everything to
her. I don't promise
you she won't be angry. Everything are caused by the
both of you Don't worry.
We are going to shift back SOON! Think we don't want to? Always saying that
she is lazy to unpack? Did
both of you spare a thought for
her that
she needs to work on weekdays & Saturday.
She only get to get 1 Saturday off in a month. Please spare a thought for
her.
She's no longer young but
she still need to work so hard for
us. Sigh! I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THIS!
Everything falls because
we have lost
you. No one can understand how
we feel. Life is so different without you. Come back to
our dreams! I really miss
you so so so badly )':
Thanks boy for understanding me that day when I suddenly broke into tears. You asked me what was on my mind but I just remained silent. I knew you knew what was on my mind. Thanks for cheering me up & always being there for me
♥♥♥
Don't bother to ask me anything about this entry.
I need to stop crying every now & then. Be strong
PRISCILLA
